9437209559,9853309559.
>📱 Whatsapp's <
🌅 India Rising
Our job, yours and mine is not to work to have others like or love us–that’s our job, our responsibility. And this is where we have to start.
About 25 years ago while living in western Colorado, I was part of a group of spiritual seekers. We read books and invited speakers and workshop facilitators in an attempt to be better humans and to gain a greater insight into our true purpose.
One of our speakers/workshop facilitators was a kind, knowledgeable teacher from the Options Institute in Massachusetts. His name was Ron. We were meeting at our home and going around the circle, practising speaking our truth, and sharing our concerns and feedback from an authentic heart space. Arnie, a man I had met before, sat next to me and my husband was on the other side. When it was Arnie’s time to share, he turned to me and said, “Lee, I don’t like you. I love you but I just don’t like you.”
His words stung.
Everyone in the room held their breath waiting for my response. I looked at everyone. I looked at Ron, who smiled compassionately. And then at my husband who was sitting next to me, gently squeezing my hand, his eyes full of love.
The rules that we all agreed upon said that our only reply was to simply thank the person giving the feedback. I turned back to Arnie, smiled while looking him in the eyes, and said, thank you, nothing more. We kept our gaze for a moment before Ron called on the next person.
I don’t remember much else about that evening but what I do recall is that I had very mixed feelings about Arnie’s words. Part of me was embarrassed and hurt–I wanted him and everyone to like me. I wanted to scream and say, “How dare you! What is wrong with you–I’m a nice person and I’ve never said or done anything to you!” But I didn’t.
Another part of me felt relief. I knew in my heart that Arnie didn’t like me, I knew this from the first time we met years before. But I discounted that feeling because I thought I was, as some had accused me, overreacting. Again. This was before I embraced my empathic abilities. This was before I learned to trust these gut feelings. Arnie saying he didn’t like me was old news and now it was out in the open and I no longer had to wonder or guess.
JaiHind.. 🇮🇳 JaiBharat..
Comments